Well Now on I will Share those golden days of my life which had passed now but when ever i Memorize those days my eyes gets filled with tears of happiness & sadness
Yes It Takes Me Into So much bottom of my heart to remember again those moments, times, events, which are unforgettable moments. whenever i share this story so it feels that it's just the talks of yesterday really.
if you people can not figured yet what i am talking of so lets me just give you the hint
IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT TOWARDS YOU
i was new to that place & was just a 15 yrs old kid who has just entered to 11th class. One day i was coming from school & saw
a medium height girl (i am talking abt height bcoz i considered taller in my society)
so i was just passing through the road which i think was the road to her house also. so i just looked at her it was just the normal thing as we all look each other when we pass through a road
so i saw a girl under umberalla was slowly slowly walking on road she carries a school bag on her shoulder So i just looked at her. then first thing i have noticed is her LONG HAIR. it was properly tied hair but it was long- ( i like girls having long hair lol).
i met her again and really this time i was attracted towards her. and i was attracted to her because i find her very innocent ,simple, & sweet & beautifull i never had a talk but this is what i observe from her looks .
days were passing and my attraction towards her was also increasing day by day. so that was the time that i feel still fresh in my mind that memories of her
when she used to come on the roof of her house to check water levels in the water tank .
when she used to go for coaching on her kinetic
when she used to ride that bicycle while going for coaching
when she comes out early in the morning for catching her school bus with this i remember one thing about her
she carries school bag on her shoulder & her eyes always looks straight and up and when she walks on road she does not look here & there just keep on walking
that was the time of listening romantic songs watching romantic movies & watching her in the morning, afternoon, evening
my day & night was just waiting to see her that when she comes out of her house & i might be able to see her. her one glimpse makes me happier so much.
u can say i am tracking her time when she comes out when she comes in and when she leaves so that i can see her & make my heart comfortable .............
i can remember her wearing PINK dress and untied long hair on sunday and comes to coaching oh my goodness. she looks to me the most beautifull girl of this world
i don't know whether the feeling of love is started or it was just the attraction . but i think attraction does not last longer but love remain there in your heart. but me at that time was 15 yr old was fully aware of the society restrictions ,rules & regulation
at that time love means spending money, giving gifts, moving on bikes with your GIRL FRIEND. but i think i was not having any of the things at that time
neither enough money nor bike & above all the courage to propose a girl because of the fear of society , parents, fear with girl what would be her reaction is she goonna complaint against me or she just accept it.. there are many hindrances in my path
i was just a very simple guy who parts his hair normally side. dont have any style statement just got a bicycle and having money in the form of coins only. & i was in the middle of loving a girl
ohh it was such a tough situation for me
loving her chupke chupke i observe some liking from her side also.
i think she had realized about me that i am the one who looks at her chupke chupke.. and my image at the coaching was also very good usually study hard in that subject so that i can impress her by giving answers of all the questions which the teacher asked?
one day i realize that she also starts liking me i have got some hints
that now she daily used to come on the roof tops of her house at the same time when i am avavilable at my house roofs
(let me tell you her house roof's & mine's are not far and we can look each other from our's roof's) we were actually neighbours.
so one day IT WAS OCT 2005 putting all the hindrances of my path aside i proposed her just after the coaching was over .
I STOPPED MY CYCLE in the mid and stopped her while she was on her bicycle and said i wanted to talk some important thing to you
she stopped & said what?
i said "would you like to be my friend" she thought for a while & said okey
oh my god that was the happiest moments of my life. but that friendship does not last any longer with in a weak she said TO ME
"I AM NOT COMFORTABLE TALKING TO STrangers"
these were her clear words
still i can remember these words spoken by her.thses words still echoes on my ear
i was completely shattered after listening this & she said these words on that day when any how i manage to buy a expensive ARCHIES CARD by spending saved money and wrote a message inside that card about my feeling but just could not give to her.
on that day i thought and realize that there was some thing that was B/w me and her but i dont know why she said such words.
but yes after that in my LIFE i got attracted to many girls but never love some one to that level.
i just pray to god now that god please meet us once in a life once more so that i can express all the love that i had in my heart for her and comfort my heart which is some where in this world still not happy and feels bad about it in which he can not understand that what the hell he did wrong at that time.